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Title: Love Lies Burning. (J2, AU).

Rating: NC-17   Wordcount: ~ 95K

Artist: The awesomely talented takiai5jalka who made this challenge so much easier because she’s a joy to work with. I cannot believe how she interpreted my story exactly how I pictured it, and drew it with so much character. Go see her art here. (Spoilery images.)

Summary: Jared Padalecki heads up one of the largest companies in the mix and bake market. He is ruthless, devious and successful. His personal assistant, Alona, will tell you that he’s an asshole. His best friend Misha will agree. When a Padalecki factory burns down, killing the homeless squatters inside, Jared finds out he has a stalker and his life starts to spiral out of control.

Jen knows he’s wrong, he’s never been right. He stays quiet and watches from the shadows, until the night a fire illuminates his presence. He suddenly finds himself having to face a reality he’s been avoiding for years.

In short, it’s a tale of obsession, deceit and danger, with a pissed off personal assistant …. and cupcakes.



Pairings & Characters: Jensen/Jared, Misha Collins/Alona Tal, Katie Cassidy/Sophia Bush. Appearances from an assortment characters including Jeff Padalecki, Jim Beaver, Christian Kane and yes….Chad Michael Murray.

Warnings: neurological disorder*, elective mutism, fire, violence, explicit sexual situations, first time, cross dressing, homelessness, domestic abuse, homophobia.

Beta readers, alpha reader and cheerleadersI cannot thank meus_venator enough for her ongoing beta (but she then is the one that got me into this in the first place – ho hum!) and also for her shared knowledge of the Pantone numbering system, including finding the numbers I needed for the story.  annoyingfan did a fabulous job, coming in cold to make sure all my plot and character strings pulled together when it was finished. Similarly thank you to sylsdarkplace for the support, alpha, americanis(z)ation and comma tutorial, and fedaykin_here for cheerleading. I couldn’t have done it without you all. Any mistakes that remain are my own. I have a terrible habit of tinkering with the text.


Disclaimer: This is fiction, pure fantasy folks. Nobody here belongs to me and they’re not likely to get in my van for candy any time soon. I make no money from the strange stories I invent.


Authors Notes: I have shamelessly played with the ages of Jensen, Jared and Misha in this au and altered their family composition. Jensen is older than Jared by two years in this world and Misha is the same age as Jared. *I have no medical qualifications or experience and while I researched neurological disorders in the autism/aspergers spectrum I have no direct experience. The traits that Jensen displays, are a combination of behaviors which cannot be attributed to any real person. Every person is unique, I may have made errors, and this is fiction in a fictional world.
I’d like to thank [livejournal.com profile] wendy and [livejournal.com profile] thehighwaywoman at spn_j2_bigbang for doing such a great job organising this challenge. This is my first Big Bang and I had a blast.


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df (without art) at mediafire

*now available on A03, (with art)




Date: 2012-06-28 10:28 am (UTC)
sylsdarkplace: Aubrey Beardsley's Salome & St John (Default)
From: [personal profile] sylsdarkplace
\o/ I love this fic so much!! Jared is such an asshole, or is he?, no he is, or ... hehe, and Alona is such a great foil. Jen is such a beautiful mystery. You characterization of him is just wonderful. The story is awesome with lots of twists and turns. You are always so good at presenting action tempered with lovely, quiet moments.

I hope you get lots of readers. No one should miss this. Great storytelling!

Date: 2012-06-28 02:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
It would never have come to anything without your support - Why do we do this to ourselves? lol I always kinda want to be able to visit the little universes in spn/J2 fic and I would definitely want to meet these folks. Perhaps that's why we write them??
Thanks BB

Date: 2012-06-28 02:59 pm (UTC)
sylsdarkplace: Aubrey Beardsley's Salome & St John (Default)
From: [personal profile] sylsdarkplace
Yes, and these lovely shared worlds we create in our heads are a nice respite from RL.

Date: 2012-06-28 11:20 am (UTC)
meus_venator: (Charlie Walkin' on Sunshine ani)
From: [personal profile] meus_venator
Yeah it's up, it's up, it's up!!!!!! Oh your yummy, fragile, broken homeless Jen just made me all shivery and * Jared * such a dark, dangerous character.... Oh Yikes..... But then as with all your stories things aren't quite what they appear are they?

Fantastic journey, and so many interesting people you meet along the way.

First BigBang * Huzzahs *

Date: 2012-06-28 02:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Ooh you wheeled out a dancing Charlie! I do have a tendency to be a wicked deceitful person don't I? First Big Bang? it's like having a child, right now I can say it may be my only Big Bang but hopefully time will soothe the pain ...

Date: 2012-06-28 05:12 pm (UTC)
meus_venator: (Guys Kiss Animation)
From: [personal profile] meus_venator
I think child birth in comparison to a 100k BB is an excellent analogy and more than likely by this time next year you'll have forgotten all the little travails along the way * Evil Grin * Hmmmm Next year.... : D

And yes you are thoroughly evil. That's why I love you.

Date: 2012-06-28 07:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jodean80.livejournal.com
This sounds good
I'm waiting for the pdf for my kindle

Date: 2012-06-29 04:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Phew. I finally have a pdf - unfortunately I couldn't get it to include the art but it is at http://www.mediafire.com/view/?qqe9hsdnankxktn

Date: 2012-06-28 09:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yassharrar.livejournal.com
I just spent the whole day reading this and it was so worth it as the story was fantastic and I think you are a great writer and I hope you continue to write stories in the future, also it was bottom Jared which is the only bottom for me apart from Sam so thank you for that.

Humaira

Date: 2012-06-29 04:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for your kind comment. I will definitely be writing more. I have some scenes planned for two ongoing verses and hopefully a Sam/Dean. I may take a short break for a week or two though! I am definitely a bottom Jared/Sam writer - I find it so difficult to write the other way around.

Date: 2012-06-28 10:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fedaykin-here.livejournal.com
Its here, its here, its here!!!!! Had a bad day at work but your story made me excited and suddenly the day is looking better already!!!! Now I'm off to re-read this gorgeous masterpiece once more.....excited!!!!!!!

Date: 2012-06-29 04:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
I am so flattered if I can improve a bad work day! It was a close call but I managed to get it posted *phew* - such a relief!

Date: 2012-06-29 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adameyezd.livejournal.com

You're killing me here!

I can't wait for the PDF!!

Date: 2012-06-29 04:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
*Phew* The stuff I go through for this fandom. The pdf is now up here http://www.mediafire.com/view/?qqe9hsdnankxktn - unfortunately I couldn't get it to accept all the art :( so it isn't s pretty as LJ but there is the link to the art post on it.
I hope you enjoy it.

Date: 2012-06-30 08:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adameyezd.livejournal.com

Thank you so very much for the PDF!

It's just SO helpful when one is available!

Can't wait to read it!

Thanks again!!

Date: 2012-06-29 07:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] josieb1.livejournal.com
This looks amazing. I need to wait for A03 or the PDF through as I read on an ereader. Thanks so much

Date: 2012-06-29 04:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
That moment when you realise you differentiated signing and writing 'speech' in text color and A03 doesn't accommodate color ...*facepalm* However, I finally managed to create the pdf. Unfortunately I had to take out most of the art to achieve it - but you can link to the art post from here. The pdf is here http://www.mediafire.com/view/?qqe9hsdnankxktn I hope you enjoy it. *bites nails*

Date: 2012-07-01 02:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] josieb1.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, I'm very grateful.

Date: 2012-06-30 11:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annoyingfan.livejournal.com
Yay, posted!
Going to read again. ^_^

Date: 2012-07-01 01:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
YAY. It was close cut. Domestic crisis and chaos meant I had to post and run and I only just made it. Now I can sit back and enjoy everyone else's stories. Thank you so much for all your help - it really helped the plot and characters to flow :D
I was so lucky with the artist and all my helpers for my first BB!

Date: 2012-07-01 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ltread001.livejournal.com
I'm also nabbing your .pdf. Thank you for that. The story does sound really interesting - looking forward to reading!

Date: 2012-07-01 01:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Thank you for letting me know :) I hope you enjoy it.

Date: 2012-07-01 06:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mirror-mirrin.livejournal.com
This was without a doubt, awesome. Great read. Thanks for sharing!

Date: 2012-07-01 11:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Thank you for the lovely compliment. mmm it may have taken a while to reply while I studied your icon ... It means a lot when readers comment <3

Date: 2012-07-02 01:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deadflowers5.livejournal.com
Downloaded your story to read later, thanks for the pdf!

Date: 2012-07-02 10:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Thanks for letting me know :) I hope you enjoy it.

Date: 2012-07-13 12:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mre-quecky.livejournal.com
Oh wow, what a beautiful story, I loved the characters sooo much! Thanks you so much for writing and sharing!

Date: 2012-07-13 04:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Yay. I adore your icon! I'm really pleased you liked it. I always love to hear when somebody likes the characters because I do get weirdly attached to them when I'm writing! Thanks so much for taking time to comment.

Date: 2012-07-16 05:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keik01.livejournal.com
First off, boo me for not reading word counts before plunging in awesome stories. :| BUT sleep deprivation is totally worth this amazing fic! Just wonderful! I am in awe at how you completely managed to yank me around with who the actual antagonist is. Great job! Now I'm off to research Pantone numbers

Date: 2012-07-17 07:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Oh my! I do hope you managed to get some sleep after. I like to tug at those strings, so I'm glad it didn't disappoint. As for Pantone numbers ...hmm, my brain mixes odd things together lol. Thanks so much for taking time to comment.

Novel Length

Date: 2012-08-18 03:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com
User [livejournal.com profile] simplybeing referenced to your post from Novel Length (http://j2-recs.livejournal.com/106325.html) saying: [...] by (NC-17, AU, 136k+) Love Lies Burning [...]

Fic Recs: Slightly Dark or Deeply Twisted J2 AUs

Date: 2012-08-19 11:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com
User [livejournal.com profile] orbiting_saturn referenced to your post from Fic Recs: Slightly Dark or Deeply Twisted J2 AUs (http://spnroundtable.livejournal.com/336332.html) saying: [...] an unfamiliar world of exotic animals, sideshow performers, and dark desires. Love Lies Burning [...]

Date: 2012-11-11 03:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slashcat22.livejournal.com
Wow! This story is amazing! I really love the storyline and the characters, especially Jensen's. This fic is intense, detailed, hot, funny, thrilling, emotional and creative. What could a reader and fan want more? And luckily it's a very long fic. I really enjoyed reading it. Thank you very much for writing and sharing! <3

Date: 2012-11-12 12:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
*blushes* What a lovely compliment. If you enjoyed it, it was worth sharing. Thank you for commenting <3

Date: 2013-06-14 12:07 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
sweet mother of jesus this was a really deep and twisty and awesome story
I definitely did not expect the villain!
the art is just gorgeous, also. GOSH, what an amazing story.
thanks for writing this!

Date: 2013-06-16 11:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Oh the art is absolutely gorgeous isn't it? It makes it happy every time I see it. Takiai5jalka is doing Big Bang again this year so watch out for her art with cosmo_naught's fic. (My artist this year is awesome too - this fandom has amazing artists)
Yay! to surprising you with the villain - and thank you so much for taking time to comment.

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