I'm sure that Sam and Dean would leave her to her work if they came across her and knew the whole story, so there was no way to include them. I have been considering whether this is still a little too dark to share with virtual strangers - but you know my muse tends that way. I am crossing fingers and toes that your head gets its act together for driving soon, but I tend to think of our little gang as a kind of writer's circle anyhow.