With friends like you

[eisht]

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...the world is a better place.

There's a set of golden rules that has been by my side for a while and number two is "Don't leave any situation when your feelings are at their worst,"
For future reference, it is very true, and I kinda screwed up on that one...

I am back, and I will be staying quietly, and i will say absolutely that it was not because of anyone or anything here or in fandom, and I still love my shows  - even on their bad days. It is purely me, and something that will hopefully settle, given time.

What my friends here have done for me the last few days has been incredible, thank you for the love and messages - and especially to a certain person who crossed into RL when I really needed that connection. It all genuinely has helped.

I'm still in a fairly strange place and finding any sort of conversation tough - so please forgive me for taking a step back and not replying to anyone for a while. I will be lurking over here. (Really, how could I even have considered staying away?!)

What I will say is that anyone who felt bad about lurking, shouldn't, because there are definitely days when lurking is all I can manage and it would be terrible if y'all weren't out there lurking with me.

((hugs you all far too tightly))

Comments

[maryjo24.livejournal.com]

Sending hugs your way.

[fedaykin-here.livejournal.com]

Honey I'm jus glad to see this post!! Massive hugs!! Let me know if I could do anything for you. Even it's to rant! :-)

[deanshot1]

hugs being sent your way

[tipsy-kitty.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad to see this, I was worried! I feel much better knowing that you'll be lurking :)

Be good to yourself.

[cassiopeia7.livejournal.com]

A "lurking" Annie is better than no Annie at all. :) Hang in there, come back when YOU'RE ready, and know that a lot of people are thinking about you.

[meus_venator]

Love to see your little gummy bear icon back where it belongs
(((HUGS))) lurk away, as long as you're with us that's all that matters.
♥

[ayane42.livejournal.com]

lots and lots of hugs!!! and well wishes!! <3

[luk70.livejournal.com]

Welcome back. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

[grean.livejournal.com]

Hugs you and hey! I lurk a lot!

[mtrey.livejournal.com]

We are here for you. Love always.

[fanspired]

It was so sad to see that awful line through your name :( So glad you're back :)))

[minchout.livejournal.com]

So glad you're back!!! <3

[blackpanther07.livejournal.com]

So glad you're back!

[kanecrazy.livejournal.com]

So so glad to hear your voice! And lurking is not a bad thing, at least I hope it isn't because I'm a bit of a lurker too. :)

[peepingdru.livejournal.com]

((((padas))))))...lurk in my crazy world anytime...x0x00xx0x00

[reddevilpoes.livejournal.com]

Hope things will get better !

Enjoy your lurks, sometimes they are the best thing to do.

[jamiefraser0.livejournal.com]

Yay, your back, and that´s the most important Thing. Go lurking but don´t go away again. *hugs*

[j-r-hartley.livejournal.com]

So glad so see you back. Lurk as much as you need to and remember we're only a PM away! *hugs*

[linvro21.livejournal.com]

*blinks away a tear*
Good to see you back here.
Lurk on.

Welcome back

[smidgeson.livejournal.com]

Welcome back. It's great to see you back lurking included. I hope you feel better soon.

Love Smidgeson.

[fufaraw]

This is such a wonderful thing to see. Welcome back, we saved your spot. Lurk as long as you like, it's just comforting to know you're here.

[mariecaecilie.livejournal.com]

Oh so good to see you back- welcome.
May you soon feel better completely- but there are lots of people happy to see you back and reengaging.
Be well and look after YOU.

[ascendant-angel.livejournal.com]

I have nothing to offer but hugs, but those are are unlimited and free. As for lurking, well I kind lurk more than comment but its never meant I don't care, I grant all other lurkers with that same understanding.

[legion11.livejournal.com]

Lots of hugs! I hope your life will get better!

[hannahbellejude.livejournal.com]

I AM SO GLAD YOU'RE BACK!!!!! Lurk away. We'll be here when you're ready. I hope you feel better soon :)

<333

[j-r-hartley.livejournal.com]

So glad to see you back, hon! *smishes*

[ephermeralk.livejournal.com]

Glad you're back! I lurked and read your stories (and sometimes posted anon. comments for *coughyearscough*. :)And I loved each and every one of them.

[peilysock.livejournal.com]

<3

[saltandburnboys.livejournal.com]

Sorry, it took so long for me to comment; I should've checked over here earlier. I'm so pleased you came back...LJ is a better place with you in it.

You don't have to reply to this - I just wanted to say that I was glad you're back! Hope everything gets better for you soon. :-)

xx